Thank you so much to everybody who sent me words. I’m currently on my phone and its not making it easy to respond. But I will. Thank you guys.
I’m on the megabus at the moment and eating is near impossible and I am very lonesome and very scared and am on my way home but I’d rather not be because my whole support system is in Chicago right now and I’m going to be home with nobody to see and I just keep making myself miserable and WHY AM I SAD? Iwant to watch Breakfast At Tiffany’s but I can’t because I’ll cry too hard but maybe I’ll do it anyways. I’m nervous to see my mom when I get back because I know I’m going to cry but I don’t want to because I don’t want to explain last night because she’s already so stressed out and that wouldn’t be fair and I just keep. Losing. Everything.