Just sent the boy off again (this time really for who knows how long, either he sees me again before going back to South America in November, or he doesn’t and I don’t see him till about March. Meh.) without joining him on the trip to the airport this time.
Walked inside of my bedroom and burst into tears for about a minute or two. Like, intense, built up in a second, flowing quickly, hearty tears kinda cry. Then stopped crying, now I don’t feel a sudden urge and push in my throat and eye sockets to cry. WHAT KIND OF SCIENCE IS THIS? Like, what is crying? Where are the tears in my body now? Why do already feel a little bit better? After a minute of crying? I love him boat loads and could cry and miss him already but it’s not the same.
WHAT IS THIS? DOES ANYBODY KNOW ABOUT CRYING STUFF?